Finding Strength in Surrender
Babies are dependent on their primary caretakers for strength. Through repeated experiences of having infantile frustrations met, they bond with parents when they are between 2 and 36 weeks old. If this bond does not happen because needs were not met or anticipated before any frustration could happen, young ones never internalize a caregiver or authority figure. They cannot soothe or govern themselves. Instead, they act out rage from unmet needs by trying to rule everyone around them. They become masters at minimizing their behavior and denying risks.
Four or more items marked below suggests that the self has become deprived of nurture causing a willfulness that runs over everything in its path. For a defiant personality to be fully present, serious conduct problems are generally evident before the age of 15 and solidified into a consistent pattern (not just when high) after 18.
These characteristics cannot be explained wholly by care given in the first 9 months of life. These personalities may be predisposed to overeact to stimuli and handle that stress by striking out. Inhibitory centers of the nervous system may be underenergized. Difficulties in infancy may have interfered with normal attachment and increased the likelihood of abuse or neglect. Some people may have attached as infants but later lost a bond with a primary trust figure and then rejected authority.
THE CHALLENGE OF CHANGE
Because people who defy society rarely feel depressed, anxious, or guilty, they have little desire to change until their rampage of self-will is (externally) stopped. Even then, they will have difficulty “surrendering” to another without a hidden agenda. This bond of trust is needed to:
If impulses can be controlled and consequences anticipated, defiant people can focus on changing beliefs that trigger many of their behaviors.
Directions: Mark any of the thoughts you get in your worst moments. Then Identify beliefs you would like to have and affirm these new ideas regularly.
Turn Defeating Thoughts into
Beliefs That Promote Change
I’m weak/a loser if I don’t defend myself.
My power comes from understanding others.
My needs come before rules or others.
I can ask for what I want and negotiate.
Others help me get power, money, or sex.
Others provide support for growth and change.
I can only rely on or trust myself.
I can rely on others and learn to trust them.
Success means power, control, and survival.
Success comes from achieving and learning.