May 20

Caring Less About Abandonment


The natural direction of psychological growth is toward discovery of uniqueness and self-rule. When this process threatens families, people must abandon desires for self-definition and independence to avoid abandonment by caretakers at too early an age. This rejection of self- sufficiency becomes a vicious cycle of transferring power to others (that had to be given to caretakers), and trying to gain strength from others that is imagined to be lacking in oneself. By losing all sense of self-support, people seek attachment and believe that their problems can be resolved only if others change. Six or more items marked in either column below suggest that the self has become a clinging vine instead of the freestanding individual it was meant to be.

Personality Types

Dependent Personalities

  • Need advice and reassurance about everyday decisions and can be gullible.
  • *Feel helpless and inadequate when alone.
  • Need others to take responsibility for major areas of their lives.
  • Lack confidence. May be underemployed. *Often think relationship problems are due to their inadequacies.
  • *Try to fix others to be able to lean on them or to avoid abandonment.
  • *Avoid disagreements due to fear of losing support. Will take the blame and cover up for others to avoid conflict.
  • *Are too tolerant of abuse or neglect. May constantly give or do things they don’t like in hope of being cared for in return.
  • *Urgently seek another relationship when one ends to gain care and support.
  • *Are preoccupied with fears of disapproval or being left to care for themselves.
  • Can appear docile, *controlling, or nice

Erratic Personalities

  • Avoid real or imagined abandonment but can switch from clinging to distancing.
  • *Easily feel empty or bored (when alone).
  • Have unstable and intense relationships with extreme changes in perceptions: others are wonderful or terrible.
  • Are uncertain about themselves—their goals, values, or even sexual orientation. Often fail when on the verge of success.
  • Are impulsive in two or more ways that could be self-damaging: spending, sex, recklessness, drug use, or binge eating.
  • Repeat suicide attempts, gestures, or threats, or self-mutilating behavior.
  • Have rapid mood cycles (excitement, despair, anxiety) lasting hours or days.
  • *Have intense (inappropriate) anger, constant irritability, or repeated arguments.
  • Can be violent, feel unreal, or believe people are against them under stress.
  • Can appear oppositional or passionate.

(Starred items suggest the well-publicized problem of co-dependency. At the time of this publication, the American Psychiatric Association had not listed separate criteria for this pattern of behavior.)

ORIGIN OF PROBLEMS

  • People with the above characteristics may have had overinvolved, intrusive parents who imply “You can’t do it by yourself” or “If you grow up, bad things will happen (to me).” Dependent personalities may have had good parenting in the dependent phases of their lives but felt squelched when it was time to pull away as 2-year-olds and teens. Erratic people often had inconsistent support when they needed it and too much control when they tried to explore their environment or the world. There may have been actual abandonment (due to death, divorce, or desertion) or abusive intrusiveness, including incest.
  • People can be predisposed toward dependency by sickly constitutions, low energy, timid temperaments, and difficulties handling peer taunting that elicits parental (over)protection. Erratic personalities may have physical deficits in emotional regulation or may have been irritable, difficult-to-soothe infants who taxed caretakers’ abilities to nurture.

THE CHALLENGE OF CHANGE

Disagreeing with or letting go of others can be frightening. You may literally feel you will die on your own. For some people, the only way to become freestanding is to live alone and discover the universe of friends and organizations that are ready to offer support. One’s (true) self can only be found through a variety of experiences. The goal is interdependence in which time is spent apart to discover interests and values that can later be shared with others. Dependent or erratic people often feel powerless, frustrated, or resentful. Use these reactions to identify the thoughts that actually cause your distress and limit you.

Directions: Mark any thoughts you get about yourself or others in your worst moments. Then, identify beliefs you would like to have and affirm these new ideas regularly.

Turn Defeating Thoughts into

Beliefs That Promote Change

I can’t, . . . shouldn’t have to . . .

I can take care of and speak up for myself.

I’m not able to . . .

I can succeed step by step.

I’m helpless, powerless or trapped.

I have choices now. I can recover.

I can’t stand it or handle it.

I can stand it, handle it, and trust myself.

I cannot show emotions.

I can show emotion, ask, and set limits.

I don’t matter. Others come first.

I can decide what’s right for the situation.

If others leave me, I’m flawed.

I can start over when relationships end.

I can’t find love, caring, or a purpose

I can find love, caring, and a purpose.

People are all good or all bad.

Each person has both good and bad qualities.

I am empty, alone, or abandoned.

I’m fulfilled, connected. I belong.

BEHAVIOR EXPERIMENTS

It will be easier to identify your defeating thoughts by intentionally creating situations that bring them to the surface. Pick any of the following exercises that sound hard or distasteful. Find a family member or friend to be your coach.

  • Spend time alone and log any feelings of inadequacy or emptiness you have. Ask yourself “What would I like to do by myself?” Include things you avoid doing alone but enjoy. Gradually increase the amount of time and things you can do on your own.
  • Notice every time you ask for advice or help. Encourage others to give you feedback. Make an agreement that they will not give input until you have expressed your own ideas or made an attempt to tackle a task yourself.
  • Purposely disagree or make requests every day. Use the phrase, “I would like to . . . ,” “I believe . . . ,” or, “Would you . . . ? Make a contract with others to say your opinion first.
  • Designate a posture to sit in when you feel helpless or alone. Exaggerate feelings of inadequacy and desertion. Designate a posture for the independent you and act as if you were competent. Switch postures and have a dialogue between your two parts.
  • Draw a picture of the independent you and spend increasing amounts of time acting as if you were that person. Log any discomfort you have. Have the clingy you tell the independent you, “I won’t let you succeed because . . .” and listen to the response.
  • Make good-bad lists. Include wonderful and awful qualities about significant others. Make additions to the lists any time your feelings change. When you are idolizing a person, study his or her “awful list” and vice versa. Start with a list about your coach.

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